heeeeellooooss !
hmm. anyway. had an pleasant day yesterday. hahas. woke up around 6am. revised for the paper till 7am. played games awhile and went back to study. then waited for boyf to get up as he is still sleeping soundly. meet up with him over at compass at around 12plus. then went to meet up with the rest at mac.
had jokes and ate our lunch. then walked over to school. boyf headed back home aftermath. hahas. thanks kid!:) the rest of us headed into the school. as usual. tried my best to look through. then paper started at 230pm and ended around 345pm.& the unlucky thing is i lost 10marks cause i only do 1 question in section B! omg. i kept forgetting that must do two questions. prelims i also like that. i am damn careless luhs.
meet up with boyf then adrian,sengkiat and me headed to jeffrey to get their haircut and to do my rebonding. hahas. sengkiat left first as he got to rush home. left the 3of us behind. i made boyf waited for 3 hours plus. hahas. i am damn guilty luhs. sorry. then he brought me to the block near xinmin sec to eat carrot cake. hahas. its nice, i liked it alot!:)
then bus-ed back to compass to get something. boyf walked me home right after. & the forgetful me forget that i need to help mum get her potato chips. so walked all the way to the 7eleven opposite to get it. sent boyf off and headed back home.
something happened at home. & i am dragged in again. but i dunch wish to say anything.
think will be going out later. hahas. gonna enjoy myself before i start working. hahas. got to find a job real soon!:)
& as for the rest, i dunch wish to explain any longer.
till here peeppoos.


heeeellooos!
hmm. anyway. will be having biology paper later. just did abit of revision. will continue to study abit more later before going to meet up with the rest & maybe boyf. hmm. had been thinking the whole day of yesterday. sort of so many things happened out of a sudden. & i get to know much things through boyf, & alot of people.
maybe they are right bahh. i am stupid. stupid till the extend that i believed you guys so much. anyway. for those that had been reading my blog. i am not refering to you. cause i dunch want to be misunderstood. thats why this explanation is needed. if you wants to think that i am refering to you. then so be it. cause i am refering to those that had done things behind my back. thanks.
should i thanks you for betraying my trust,thanks you for being a backstabber. hahas. THANKS! but maybe you still owe me a apology. but i dunch wish to hear anything le. whether you feels gulity or not. i think its none of my business too. for now,i dunch know who and what should i believe in. cause all these things had been repeating itself over and over again. OMG.
maybe its done by the same people. or maybe different people this time round. those efforts that i've used up, i am not putting it in more. i had learnt my lesson. being so close to some people. is just a disaster, thats all i could say. alright. i hope you would do something about it.
till here


heeeelloooss peeepoos!:)
Olevels are coming to an end soon le!:) only left with sciences. tomorrow will be having bio paper 2 at 230pm!:) & i will wake up early to do revision for it!:) just hope to get a pass. nothing else. hahas. hmm. anyway. left the house around 7am. & walked quickly over to school to meet boyf. thought i am late. but when i reached there. he isnt there yet.
so waited for him to arrive and headed into the school together. went to the canteen and revise. POA paper 2 started at 8am and lasted all the way till 10am. then paper 1started at 1045 and ended at 1145am. went over to compass for lunch. saw linlin,huiqi and shiyun there too. chatted for quite a period and headed to get something and back to the void decks.
chatted with boyf for quite a period of time. all the way till 5plus. & yarhh. boyf,i totally agreed to whatever you said. why people changed so fast. omg. pretending to be close to me and bad mouthing me behind my back. too bad. you are out of the game. you want to play this game, then lets play together alright! being a hypocrites wont benefits you either.
& what happened to you. what happened to our secrets. you let it all out isnt it. omg. why are you still trying to know something you shouldnt. i hate the sight of almost the both or either three of you. i dunch know. cause i no longer want to say anything or even to tell you anything. i no longer need all these. whatever efforts i had been putting in to trust you all. i am taking it back. i think i had been so foolish all these times. believing that you wont tell anyone anything. believing that you are one of the person that i really trusted alot. you wont do this to me. but what happened in the end. i just know that once that person wants to do what you wants to, you will start getting close to him. then will tell him everything of what i had told you.
i am gonna stop telling you anything. get this straight. ITOTALLYHATESHYPOCRITES&LIARS. so stop acting.
cause i dunch deserve this kind of treatment. you should know better than what i am saying here right now!


heeeelloooss peeeepoos!:)
this week is sure to be an busy week. but like finally. we are done with our combined humanities papers. the papers that are left are POA & chem/bio paper 1 & biology paper 2. hahas. all this will be over soon. i am looking forward to everyday right now.
cause all these will be soon over! :) and i will enjoy myself like mad for like 2weeks and maybe will be working after that. hope i can find a job. hahas. & i will earn my own money to buy my own things!:) hmm. anyway. walked over to school in the morning. meet up with that kid and went into school together. then went outside the hall to study abit.
hahas. paper started at 8am. & ended at 9plus. & the topics that i studied didnt come out at all. wth. but luckily i still can remember some of the things that the question asked. so i just wrote it down and such. but i think i will flunk this paper anyway. but at the very least i tried.
hmm. then went over to compass to have our breakfast. saw ophelia,averyl,shanshan & angela there too. hahas. hmm. then walked back to the void deck to chat. chatted about some things. hahas. sent him off and gotten back home. & i am still deciding whether should i go out or not.
hmm. gonna rest for awhile before revising POA.
till here then. :)


heeeelloooosss peeepooos!:)
hmm. anyway. yesterday was quite an unpleasant day in the beginning. i dunch know what is even happening. mind were just damn confused and such. & i till now. also haven even touch any topics for ss. i am gonna die soon. think will spent the whole day today to revise. if not. when tommorrow comes. i am going to cry.
anyway. keith called in the afternoon and chatted with me over certain things. & thanks. then were about to start to study for ss. but litin called and asked me out to go prawning with her,keith and jiade. so i decided to go along. hahas. left the house around 4plus. sorry. made you guys waited for me like half an hour. walked over to the 27 bus stop near compass. then waited for them to come.
walked back to compass again. mrt-ed to punggol and had alot of jokes and such. then bus-ed to punggol park there or whatever they call it. walked quite a distance before reaching punggol marine. then they started to prawn and such. & i just look at how they do it. hahas. learnt something new at least.
left the place around 8plus. cousiny called and told me that he is coming to fetch me. so i didnt take jiade's father car home. & who knows that idiot cant find the way in. so i asked him to wait for me at the interchange. & i am stuck at that place. wanted to walk out. but the route is damn dark and i cant even see a single thing. so i went back to punngol marine and took the shuttle bus out. but it go all the way to compass there. so in the end cousiny didnt fetch me luhs. walked all the way home and its raining damn heavily.
were damn wet and hungry when i reached home. luckily mummy got cook. & i ate two plate of fried noodles. hahas. bath-ed and such. & feeling damn unwell. so went to bed around 10plus.
hmm. woke up around 8plus today. & i am down with a flu. maybe its because i walked in the rain yesterday bahh. hmm. i really got to work on my revision later on. hmm. there's so many things happening. but like what i told someone. i will pretend that i never see anything. & i will let all this be a misunderstanding.
till here.


heeeeellooooss peeepoooss!:)
hmm. had quite a fun day yesterday. hahas. meet up with boyf around 645pm at hougang station. on the way there. i saw quite a number of my primary school friends. hahas. they actually still can tell who i am. i were shocked.hmm. then boyf boarded the train and we mrt-ed to serangoon. then to bishan and then to novena. meet up with sengkiat,jacquelyn,litin,keith,junjie & carter. ousiny called aftermath. telling me quite a number of things. felt quite sad for him. but i couldnt even help. iamsorry.
hmm. walked around aftermath. the guys went to the world of sports to take a look at their things. then litin and me went to the shop opposite it to look for something. hahas.
then litin and keith left. leaving the rest behind. went to have my dinner at subway. as usual. had a number of chats with boyf. then walked around and such. hahas. headed to eat again. had some icecream at haagen daz. hahas. then cousiny called and i went out to find him. went back after awhile. & boyf called, telling me that he is somewhere. so went to find him again. idiot. make me run here and there. went back to eat the icecream.
then left the place around 9plus. mrt-ed all the way back to sengkang. had quite a number of jokes with them. hahas. reached compass around 1004pm. then boyf walked me home and chatted under my house till 1105pm. sent him off and headed back home. alot of things were running through my mind then. & i only manage to sleep around 12plus. were totally damn tired.
hmm.
woke up around 7plus today.& saw some text-es and calls. hahas. iamsorry. feel asleep before you all text-ed me and call me.
hmm. think i really had to go back to my books. cause i haven even touch on any topics on ss. when monday comes, i think i will die.
till here people.
&
why all these happens out of a sudden, i dunch even know what i am doing. i cant imagine what will happen although you had given me all the promises. who in the world will stay to his or her promise till they die. i think none bahh. i believe you will. but,its hard to say what others might do.
& for the time being, i really wish to be alone


heeeeeelloooss peeeppoooss!:)
hmm. english papers and maths papers are finally over!:) hahas. left with chemistry, biology, POA, social studies & history. hope it will get over soon!:) cause i am looking forward to the lives after Os!:) after Os. i think there will be alot of fun. the chalet, prom night and so on. & of course. i think i will be working if possible!:)
hmm. anyway. thanks boyf for all the support & encouragements!:) appreciated. hmm. stay-ed at home till around 1plus today. were busy doing something at home cause cousiny came. you are always the one that make me end up late in meeting people luhs. idiot. hmm. walked over to school and on the way there saw shanshan,keith,yifeng,sengkiat,litin & jacq. didnt see them at first. but i heard someone call me, so i turned back and saw them.
walked into the school together. headed to the library to find boyf. went to canteen and sit around. then went up to the hall. hahas. paper started at 2plus and ended at 5pm. dismissal at 515pm. lrt-ed to compass and were deciding on what to eat. then boyf suddenly told me that his parents are coming to compass.
so we decided to go hougang ave 8 to eat prata. hahas. headed to boyf's house downstair aftermath. waited for him to get changed and boyf cabbed me back home and he went to join sengkiat they all for basketball. bath-ed and such. watched teevee. gonna rest for awhile and get my ass back to do my ss notes.
& cousiny might be staying over tonight in my house. cause he doesnt have to work tomorrow. think will have chats till morning comes. but i will be the first to fall asleep again.
cause i am dead tired right now.
alright, till here.